[00:16.481]See? I said that I’d fail again so[00:18.543]Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?[00:20.627]See? The scars that are tearing apart my[00:22.703]Skin within, although I’m trying so hard[00:24.510][00:25.038]See? I said I’m the dummy again so[00:26.871]Looking away, getting better at pretend[00:28.708]See? They lie all about me and I know[00:30.807]Nobody wanted me for all of my life[00:32.626][00:32.892]Bear your fangs now, hurting inside[00:34.968]Bear the pain but, starting to cry[00:36.816]Barely breathing, begging to finally die[00:38.873][00:42.268]Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure[00:44.386]Shouting anyone at all even want you here?[00:47.249]What if I did everything right?[00:49.328]It won’t matter I fear[00:51.179]I-I-I just wanted love[00:53.252]But now I have to lie[00:55.324]Maybe if I smiled more,[00:57.166]They’d have to love me, right?[00:59.500][01:07.578]See? I said, getting scratches again so[01:09.667]Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?[01:11.751]See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they[01:13.603]Never stop, although I’m trying so hard[01:15.661][01:15.928]See? I said, that I’m quiet again so[01:17.774]Hiding it well, like nothing had happened[01:19.849]See? They lie, all about me and I know[01:21.961]I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine[01:24.043][01:24.294]Gasping for air and sway side to side[01:25.856]Feeling so useless, blurring my mind[01:27.940]I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time[01:30.287][01:33.388]Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure[01:35.741]Shouting anyone at all even want you here?[01:38.121]What if I did everything right?[01:40.218]It won’t matter I fear[01:42.279]Still I wonder “why was I born?”[01:44.632]And why am I alive?[01:46.454]Maybe if I smiled well[01:48.560]They’d have to love me, right?[01:50.637][02:18.480]God In Heaven,[02:19.259]If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead[02:23.160]Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted[02:27.359]Crying out until I hear[02:29.194]My heart sing me to bed[02:31.289]Surely, by the morning I[02:33.376]Can smile once again?[02:35.457]To my failure of a life,[02:37.309]Goodnight this is the end