happy/crazy (feat. Margo Seibert) - Dave Malloy/Margo Seibert.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Dave Malloy
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Dave Malloy
[00:02.651]SUSAN
[00:05.100]​on some nights
[00:05.518]​i was filled with abounding joy
[00:08.078]​reveling in the absurdity of my situation
[00:11.244]​alone in a birch tree forest in latvia
[00:14.572]​while the world slowly crumbled apart
[00:17.506]​i’d deck myself out
[00:19.026]​in my grandmama’s jewels and shawls
[00:22.071]​dance and prance about the house
[00:25.726]​feeling her energy radiate off my adornments
[00:30.223]​exquisite objects that my grandmama wore
[00:34.937]​such craft and care
[00:36.717]​they hold a piece of her
[00:39.364]​they are alive
[00:41.724]​i hugged my grandmama’s ghost
[00:46.456]​dazzling in the slipstream
[00:49.793]​marveling at my solitude
[00:52.311]​i am a speck
[00:53.715]​i am a speck!
[00:55.249]​i am a tiny tiny tiny tiny spеck!
[01:00.659]​and oh i like this!
[01:04.055]​i like when thе boys are away
[01:06.795]​i like when the world is away
[01:10.020]​i can laugh and play
[01:11.781]​and sing and swing
[01:13.418]​and bipbop sting
[01:15.114]​and tickle myself
[01:17.388]​maybe that’s what i really want from a partner:
[01:20.238]​you tickle me for a bit
[01:21.620]​i tickle you for a bit
[01:23.146]​and then you go the **** away
[01:25.713]​leave me on my own
[01:28.449]​in a blisscloud of weed and wine
[01:32.543]​and i am so
[01:33.869]SUSAN, POOKIE, BECKETT & WOLF
[01:34.226]​happy right now
[01:37.295]​i know that i shouldn’t be happy
[01:39.711]​but i am so happy right now
[01:42.951]SUSAN
[01:43.206]​so happy and ****ing new
[01:46.914]POOKIE, BECKETT & WOLF
[01:47.157]​happy right now…
[01:48.578]SUSAN
[01:48.743]​no responsibilities
[01:49.345]​no bullshit—
[01:50.265]​just life and trees
[01:54.275]​the joy and simplicity of being alive
[01:59.959]​but then, there were other nights…
[02:06.244]​i feel a bubble of panic inside
[02:09.409]​my core is a razor blade waiting to die
[02:12.505]​a fire is fuzzing its way up my throat
[02:15.419]​as my stomach and liver and brain all revolt
[02:22.245]​birch tree branch smoke
[02:23.679]​​stinging my eyes
[02:25.306]​chair tips back
[02:26.621]​and i fall through the sky
[02:28.568]​heart skip vertigo
[02:30.063]​spasm and shock
[02:31.926]​what if my heart gives out?
[02:34.299]​what if my mind goes out?
[02:37.111]​alone in the forest
[02:47.548]​porch swing chain creaks close to collapse
[02:50.534]​there’s no way that i can think out of this trap
[02:53.975]​cut bare feet on a dizzy tightrope
[02:57.156]​when will catastrophe find me?
[03:00.213]BECKETT & WOLF
[03:00.382]​**** around and find out
[03:01.779]​**** around and find out
[03:03.183]​**** around and find out
[03:04.781]​**** around and find out…
[03:06.331]SUSAN
[03:06.521]​why am i like this?
[03:09.120]​why do i need this?
[03:11.410]​these constant narcotic distractions—
[03:15.487]​stimulation in my mouth
[03:18.375]POOKIE
[03:18.536]​miss susan!
[03:19.234]SUSAN
[03:19.380]​annihilation on my mind
[03:22.419]POOKIE
[03:22.588]​pook pook pook!
[03:24.057]SUSAN
[03:24.413]​poke poke poking
[03:25.618]​at the shimmering veil
[03:27.111]​outrunning my thoughts in the thickets
[03:29.338]POOKIE
[03:29.616]​come on miss susan—
[03:30.440]SUSAN
[03:30.580]​where are the crickets now?
[03:32.765]​you little liars…
[03:33.729]POOKIE
[03:33.861]​time for bed!
[03:38.863]SUSAN
[03:41.779]​crazy person, coming in
[03:44.021]​i stumble in
[03:45.341]​and clutch the wall
[03:47.629]​this house is too big for me
[03:49.983]​the hall looms so long
[03:52.549]​i slide and fall
[03:53.425]​(susan crashes into a crystal bowl; it shatters.)
[03:53.600]​****!
[03:54.558]POOKIE
[03:54.830]​miss susan!
[03:55.523]SUSAN
[03:55.825]​the crystal shatters
[03:57.223]​shards in a thousand directions
[03:59.093]POOKIE (angry)
[03:59.281]​miss susan no!
[04:00.384]SUSAN, SADIE, BECKETT & WOLF
[04:00.662]​if the crystal had a soul
[04:02.890]​are there now a thousand souls
[04:05.900]​scattered all across the kitchen floor?
[04:09.867]​and if the house has a soul
[04:12.457]​was the crystal part of that soul?
[04:15.874]​is it hurting now?
[04:20.210]​am i a part of the soul of this house?
[04:24.844]​am i a part of the soul of this world?
[04:28.846]SUSAN
[04:29.068]​and if i once shared a soul
[04:33.883]​what is left after the break?
[04:37.594]​(grandfather appears before the record player, staring at the ​spinning disk.)
[04:37.899]GRANDFATHER
[04:38.315]​crazy
[04:40.732]​i’m crazy for feeling—
[04:43.671]SUSAN
[04:43.864]​grandpapa?
[04:45.882]​grandpapa is that you?
[04:46.800]GRANDFATHER
[04:47.011]​​crazy
[04:47.487]​i’m crazy for feeling—
[04:50.001]SUSAN
[04:50.384]​you abandoned them!
[04:52.440]​how dare you leave them!
[04:53.625]GRANDFATHER
[04:53.841]​crazy
[04:54.355]​i’m crazy for feeling—
[04:55.482]SUSAN
[04:55.744]​reach out, pull back
[04:57.810]​reach out, pull back—
[05:00.097]​so ****ing crazy
[05:01.517]GRANDFATHER
[05:01.767]​crazy
[05:02.003]​i’m crazy for feeling—
[05:02.541]SUSAN (burning herself)
[05:03.828]​the cigarette burns my arm
[05:06.909]​i can feel the burn—
[05:09.338](grandfather disappears; susan knocks over a tower of books.)
[05:10.449]​this is why he left me—
[05:11.941]POOKIE (taking on a demon voice)
[05:12.648]​reckless!
[05:13.496]SUSAN
[05:13.720]​i know!
[05:14.388]POOKIE
[05:14.551]​irresponsible child!
[05:16.090]SUSAN
[05:16.279]​i know i know!
[05:17.238]POOKIE
[05:17.668]​you have no impulse control!
[05:19.873]SUSAN
[05:20.070]​i know i know i know!
[05:20.933]POOKIE
[05:21.134]​i do not care for chaos miss susan
[05:24.556]​do not upset your pūķis!
[05:26.643]BECKETT & WOLF
[05:27.334]​**** around find out
[05:28.385]​**** around find out
[05:29.439]​**** around find out
[05:32.048]​**** around find out
[05:33.276]​**** around find out
[05:34.568]​**** around find out
[05:36.826]​**** around find out
[05:38.108]​**** around find out
[05:39.212]​**** around find out
[05:40.500]​(susan passes out on the floor.)