[00:11.91]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[00:14.58]I'm still healing my heart[00:16.17]From the break ups, yeah[00:18.09]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[00:20.49]Praying for God to come[00:22.11]Through and save us, yeah[00:23.97]And I don't know if I need meds[00:26.37]But I[00:27.03]Can't seem to keep my head clear[00:30.15]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[00:32.85]Sometimes I don't really care[00:36.27]Pick up my heart from the floor[00:37.89]And say we go again[00:39.48]Ain't been happy in a while[00:40.95]But we all pretend[00:42.42]I been leaning on my lifelines[00:44.16]Been phoning friends[00:45.33]But when I put the phone[00:46.44]Down now the pain don't end[00:48.24]It's been a minute since[00:49.47]I smiled and I meant it[00:51.09]Late nights talking[00:52.14]To the moon[00:52.80]Is when I'm venting[00:54.06]Running to the edge[00:55.23]Of the world kinda tempting[00:57.12]If I fall off best believe[00:58.89]That I meant it[00:59.73]Trust[01:00.66]See a lot of people everyday[01:02.58]Tryna play it safe[01:03.78]Bunch of mice running[01:04.92]After cheddar[01:05.67]In this paper chase[01:06.87]Ain't nobody praying[01:07.89]We just hoping[01:08.61]For some better days[01:09.75]Stuck in the caves eyes[01:11.31]Heavy tryna stay awake[01:14.04]Everybody's tryna stay awake[01:17.13]But I don't wanna wake up[01:18.75]Nah, I don't wanna wake up[01:23.85]Sometimes[01:24.96]I don't wanna wake up[01:26.61]I'm still healing my heart[01:28.14]From the break ups, yeah[01:30.09]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[01:32.49]Praying for God to come[01:34.11]Through and save us, yeah[01:35.97]And I don't know if I need meds[01:38.37]But I[01:39.03]Can't seem to keep my head clear[01:42.15]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[01:44.70]Sometimes I don't really care[01:56.76](Sometimes I don't really care)[02:00.27]I can't be bothered sometimes[02:01.89]I cannot lie its[02:03.18]Getting mighty hard to stay excited[02:05.34]Beyond a virus or living crisis[02:07.56]A world divided[02:08.64]And sometimes I get tired[02:10.11]Of all the fighting[02:10.92]I just get shattered sometimes[02:12.45]The acquiescence of life[02:13.98]Numbers in the account[02:15.45]Inhibitions of mine[02:16.80]Developing a resounding[02:18.21]Hate for this city of mine[02:19.77]The day reflects the sun will set[02:21.69]And I'll be alright[02:22.89]I'll be okay[02:23.85]But today is kinda[02:24.84]Hard here you know[02:25.65]Hard to keep a head high amidst[02:27.63]The mist and the smog[02:28.71]If only I could[02:29.85]Remember everything[02:31.08]I could of wish for would[02:32.19]Have consequence again[02:33.60]Control up the embers of my mind[02:37.32]Define my breath and one day realize[02:40.35]In time I'll step into a new divine[02:43.11]Sense of pleasure[02:44.07]But before it gets better gotta[02:45.81]Pattern up myself and bloody get up[02:47.94]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[02:50.64]I'm still healing my heart[02:52.14]From the break ups, yeah[02:54.09]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[02:56.49]Praying for God to come[02:58.08]Through and save us, yeah[02:59.94]And I don't know if I need meds[03:02.37]But I[03:02.97]Can't seem to keep my head clear[03:06.12]Sometimes I don't wanna wake up[03:08.76]Sometimes I don't really care