Ephemeral - love-sadKiD/garrett.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Benjamin McGibboney/Garrett Owens
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Benjamin McGibboney/Garrett Owens
[00:28.844]Yo
[00:30.349]Sitting back til I'm kicking the bucket
[00:31.858]Went through enough of this running
[00:33.099]Crawled through a lot of those trenches
[00:34.347]Still I can't ever warm benches
[00:35.603]I been, slouching too much I still can't ever take a break
[00:37.759]It was too long to get it started now I gotta hit those same steps
[00:40.316]Can't just double backwards relapse
[00:42.553]Change up the sound for these tracks
[00:43.802]Never forget where I'm at, never forget what it took
[00:45.811]Taking too long to get my mom a house I'm sick about it
[00:48.309]Bet I'll get that deal and in a year they'll never think about it
[00:51.068]Gone, bound to be famous, after I die they'll see my light for ages
[00:53.309]Star since I was born my pops he prolly thinks I'm bound to make it
[00:56.055]Swear he's been my number one fan and he'd write an affidavit
[00:58.567]Save if I forgot where I was from then he'd rescind the statement
[01:01.067]Gone is the vacancy that used to be so soul shaped
[01:03.773]Finally found my goal and got so lost in what the road paved
[01:06.274]State to state I'm tryna get my name lost in the ledgers
[01:08.761]Hitting ceiling after ceiling still I know I could do better
[01:11.269]This a story of one who still is growing way too fast
[01:13.765]To decide just who to be and still is confident they'll last
[01:16.262]I don't got no time for looking side to side or glancing at my past
[01:19.016]Gotta trail to blaze a pilgrim in my ways in every facet
[01:21.966]Still I'm chopping on these tracks, too caught up in what I'm rapping
[01:24.914]Hope, I don't lose traction
[01:26.176]Feel it in my person every pound or inch or fraction
[01:28.662]If I want it like I need it then I really gotta have it
[01:31.170]I ain't never gonna be a unlit match, or a candle with a wick
[01:33.911]I got too much on my back to ever worry bout the wind
[01:36.671]Never rushing it too much I hope I keep my wits about me
[01:39.168]I just wanna make my family wake up in the morning proudly
[01:42.132]Gone are the days where I wake up just to get to school
[01:44.373]Fiddling with my jacket hoping that I might be finished soon
[01:47.122]Scared I'll burn too brightly too fast and just end up outta tune
[01:49.633]But honestly I hope that this music just ain't ephemeral
[02:03.012]I just really need to pace myself
[02:05.068]Settle down for a bit and behave myself
[02:07.312]Don't get lost again that stuff that makes me hate myself
[02:10.060]I just hope that I don't ever try and erase myself, KiD