selflove - MAVI.mp3

[00:13.432] Peel in my second whip
[00:14.790] Stealing, putting second hand kills in my residence
[00:18.234] Healed all my brethren with a seal, we can’t let you in
[00:21.957] Medicine
[00:23.390] I put the effort in to still burn at effigy
[00:26.117] Odorous, I’m sober, just as lil as they letting me
[00:29.112] Mama, wipe your tears, I’m fighting titans, can’t invite you here
[00:32.495] Poetic license veering from the mic, my chest too tight to steer
[00:35.815] Chess lessons, bloodletting, flood when the night is clear
[00:38.959] I ain’t give a **** 'til my lungs had to fight for air
[00:42.232] Glaring, staring numb, therapist had a life to spare
[00:45.653] Snatched me by the eye said I'ma fight whether I like or not
[00:48.757] And she told me reasons why, but that’s the private part
[00:52.112] Burnt the midnight lighter
[00:53.591] Killed the drive in me to tie the knot
[00:55.181] My game slop but if I name-dropped you, you still got my heart
[00:58.502] Driving off
[00:59.267] Squeezing off the E-brake these days
[01:01.598] I can’t talk to god just for my knees sake
[01:04.098] Long conversations to be had
[01:06.060] Wrong places wrong times and
[01:08.130] Strong patience I must add
[01:09.641] Soul weighted don’t mistake expatiations for some sadness
[01:12.097] A strong face, a long race I’m unafraid to come in last
[01:16.110] Quarter tank and ounce of gas and I’m driving
[01:19.450] And it's just because I-
[01:25.075] Yeah yeah yeah, yeah
[01:30.696] Look, I’m back at it glad bags and flat backs a pack rat
[01:34.403] A crass habit crash flashing scratch that im past rapping I'ma show off
[01:38.838] In a scar competition
[01:40.173] Flaunting close calls when you cook you can’t regress back to the store bought
[01:43.943] I hope you keepin' me in mind I hope you shakin'
[01:47.190] I hope you still *sexyzin' hard as I made you
[01:50.228] As hard as I make it love that I’m armed with broad and it’s brazen
[01:53.382] Arguing with mom cause I’m always gone when i stay here
[01:56.947] She said it’s just because I love you
[01:59.881] That I see you out here poisoning yourself and want it for you
[02:03.161] And I love you better than i love myself my fruit is spoiled
[02:06.257] And it’s not a game I put it in your name I kinda told you
[02:09.660] And I nodded and I took it to the bank and I deposit
[02:12.836] And I dropped it and I looked into the mirror said "oh Mavi"
[02:15.750] You coarser and you closer the rhythm that’s inside
[02:19.017] And I warped you in the interest of design
[02:21.896] It’s just because i love you
[03:01.347] Clasp the windows to my soul
[03:03.495] Smoke thicken grab my mental by the throat
[03:06.285] Mind sifting tides shift it’s still cement around my toes
[03:09.199] Saran wrap around my pack i can’t trust get hand to hand served w a hand behind my back
[03:13.959] They prayed for us, ain’t heard the answer but my glance is in the stash
[03:17.279] It’s growing handsome by the stack i self aggrandized in the past but now the sun talking
[03:21.412] Not sure of where i’m going but i’m blunt walking
[03:24.102] In life or in this hood so keep a look for 911 callers
[03:27.190] I fund loss and i’m from loss
[03:28.843] U gut me then it’s no love lost
[03:30.510] You spun me into crumbles fingers numbing from the bloodloss
[03:33.839] I’ve endured
[03:34.830] The moral of my story is i’m I'mpure
[03:36.935] The horror in my story is ive been through it and i still do it and my pencil is in earnest the difference tween u hearing the new records from my service
[03:45.005] The medicine i’m burning turned my breath into a furnace
[03:48.162] Whole face hot
[03:49.439] Shoulders hold weight till i break pace and can’t stop
[03:52.473] So baby i could change your life, if you let me
[03:55.558] Tryna eat ain’t really crave a bite since gained insight from desi
[03:58.719] So i stay inside away from light
[04:00.526] Hoping that your prayers reach
[04:02.273] Loathing that i can’t breathe
[04:03.999] Croaking when i can’t speak
[04:05.506] I was open with my grandscheme
[04:07.151] You was either with me or in my way plow through standees
[04:10.199] We sprouting now because we plant seeds
[04:12.136] You plant love love will grow
[04:13.537] You plant fear fear a grow
[04:15.232] If you planted meter me would grow
[04:16.787] But i was branded negro
[04:18.766] I got slanted before relegated to preshow
[04:21.672] I started w wine then to the clear then to the nino
[04:24.906] Then to everclear and never steering without preroll
[04:28.000] And i just had the presets to preceptor me bro
[04:31.525] I bleed presence
[04:32.639] And preach lessons
[04:33.839] All for free too
[04:34.718] And I offer free smoke to any ***** behind a #MeToo
[04:38.023] To my *****s: we ain’t free until she free too
[04:41.766] To my sisters: we ain’t free until they free too
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