[00:00.000] 作曲 : Jessie Murph/Oscar Linnander/Trevor Brown/Abby-Lynn Keen/Warren Felder/Beninu Adolemiui/Shondrae Crawford/Radric Davis/Howard Kaylan/Mark Volman[00:03.868]I'm from Alabama, I'm 'bout 4'11[00:07.146]I've got a shitty father, and I'd like to go to Heaven[00:10.629]Internally, I'm scrappy but I'm afraid to fight[00:14.020]I prefer to keep my hoops in, so I stay in at night[00:17.672]They tell me not to falter, to tell them who I am[00:21.307]But I'm not ****ing sure, I know I love shitty men[00:24.767]They normally contribute to the state that I'm in[00:28.304]This place that I'm in, this ****ing state that I'm in[00:31.984]Sometimes in the morning, I feel bad when I get up[00:35.175]And I look around my house and I look at all the stuff[00:38.859]I get to feeling guilty and I think about my mom[00:42.237]I'm the first one in my family to see a million bucks[00:45.863]No[00:48.639]I don't wanna talk about it[00:52.046]I'd rather write my way around it[00:55.580]'Cause I don't wanna talk about it[00:59.919]No[01:02.702]I don't like the way it's sounding[01:06.119]And I don't know no one around here[01:09.700]And I don't wanna talk about it[01:13.222]I don't wanna talk about it[01:17.751]I'm not much of a cooker, but I like to make my pasta[01:21.245]I throw it in a pot, and I mix it with the thought of[01:24.603]Losing all I've ever had[01:26.320]Losing all I've ever fought for[01:28.358]And then I get high and I wonder what it's all for[01:31.783]I write songs about my father and the ****ed up shit he did[01:35.146]But I take one out the chamber 'cause I'm learning to forgive[01:38.606]I would rather not throw him right up under the bus[01:42.274]Though, I used to wish someday that he'd get hit by that bus[01:45.801]I would like to not be bitter, yeah, and I'd take that back[01:49.359]And I prefer sweet, but still, I take my coffee black[01:52.833]It's 4 in the morning, and I wake up in a sweat[01:56.243]Paranoid that someone's there[01:57.989]It's only ever just the wind[01:59.855]Oh[02:02.728]I don't wanna talk about it[02:06.097]I wanna write my way around it[02:09.683]But I don't wanna talk about it[02:13.880]No[02:16.799]I don't like the way it sounds[02:20.284]And I don't know no one around here[02:23.768]And I don't wanna talk about it[02:28.368]Somehow, now I'm twenty and I'm trying to figure out[02:31.605]What the hell to do with love and what the hell to do without[02:35.314]I walk in with my head held high, I feel like a tall child[02:38.850]I'll sample Lemonade to make Gucci Mane proud