[00:00.000] 作词 : Timo Bonner[00:01.000] 作曲 : Timo Bonner[00:17.040]I had a childhood full of love[00:19.065]I grew up with a family that's been watching me from above[00:27.761]I went to school[00:30.173]I made new friends[00:33.651]They told me that friendship never ends[00:39.778]So they started talking and my friends stabbed me in the back[00:45.808]So my innocent soul got its first crack[00:52.572]So I started asking myself[00:57.987]'What did I do to deserve this?'[01:05.685]I could say that I’m a mess[01:08.551]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this[01:17.821]And they ripped my heart out of my chest[01:23.845]But I made my choice[01:27.190]So now I let you hear my voice[01:31.483]I fell into an endless hole made of tears[01:35.437]Cried by my lost and shattered soul[01:42.911]Even if they knew that I was ****ing down[01:48.749]They were spitting into my face[01:51.396]Wishing that I would drown[01:55.378]So I decided to make their wish come true[02:00.975]I couldn’t take what I was going through[02:06.709]So I took a wire and put it around my neck[02:12.923]At the age of 10, this could have been my end[02:17.931]I could say that I’m a mess[02:20.581]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this[02:30.209]And they ripped my heart out of my chest[02:35.589]But I made my choice[02:40.060]So now I let you hear my voice[02:43.679]So I started asking myself[02:48.922]'What did I do to deserve this?'[02:54.755]This could have been my end but I chose the right way[03:02.568]And these scars could mend[03:06.810]I know that I could say that my life is all a mess[03:12.674]But the experience of it turned out for all the best[03:18.291]I know that I could say that my life is all a mess[03:24.675]But the experience of it turned out for all the best[03:32.846]I could say that I’m a mess[03:35.431]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this[03:44.734]And they ripped my heart out of my chest[03:50.500]But I made my choice[03:54.170]So now I let you hear my voice