[00:00.000] 作词 : Jahseh Onfroy aka: XXXTENTACION/Ciara Nicole Simms aka: Shiloh Dynasty[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jahseh Onfroy aka: XXXTENTACION/Ciara Nicole Simms aka: Shiloh Dynasty[00:15.764]I know you're somewhere, somewhere[00:21.765]I've been trapped in my mind girl[00:25.014]Just holdin' on[00:28.519]I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'[00:32.016]We're nothing[00:36.266]I've been stuck thinking bout' her[00:40.017]I can't hold on (I've been thinking)[00:44.017]I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain[00:46.765]I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change[00:48.765]Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed[00:50.768]Get a phone call[00:52.264]Girl that you ****** with killed herself[00:54.014]That was this summer and nobody helped[00:56.014]And ever since then, man, I hate myself[00:57.518]Wanna ******' end it[00:58.519]Pessimistic[00:59.767]All wanna see me with no pot to piss in[01:01.269]But ****** been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'[01:03.264]Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions[01:05.019]******' sickenin'[01:06.014]At the same time[01:07.017]Memories surface through the grapevine[01:08.266]'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot[01:09.765]Post-traumatic stress got me ****** up[01:11.017]Been ****** up since the couple months[01:12.265]I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on[01:19.514]And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb[01:27.016]I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on[01:34.264]And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb[01:42.764]I know you so well, I know you[01:49.515]I mean I can do anything[01:57.264]I know you so well, so well[02:04.017]I mean I can do anything