[00:00.00][00:28.83]I think I lost my mind a while ago[00:34.68]'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts[00:40.23]And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine[00:44.64]But I lie[00:47.22][00:47.66]Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud[00:53.18]I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you[00:56.02]Shout like a hurricane[00:58.29]These shots don't ricochet[01:00.43]Sight blurred, I'm walking dazed, girl[01:03.42]I'm ****ing faded[01:05.63]Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened[01:10.91]Oh, I don't know my limits at all[01:15.30]I'm sinking down into my thoughts[01:19.16]Oh my God[01:20.70][01:20.73]But so what if I drank too much?[01:24.06]This ain't love, it's just a firefight[01:29.27]And even if it's not enough[01:32.55]I'll say it once, I swear I never lied[01:38.02]But this is the last time[01:42.53]This is the last time[01:46.85]This is the last time[01:51.19]This is the last time[01:55.41]You'll ever bring me down[01:58.28][01:59.77]But girl, you know I'm drowning[02:04.03]And I keep going down[02:07.76]But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not[02:15.14][02:24.63]It's friendly fire and sunlight[02:28.81]The aftermath of one too many words I said[02:35.37]When I should've said nothing at all[02:39.29]At all, uh[02:41.58]I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could've been[02:46.38]You were never even really here[02:50.37]But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters[02:54.78]Right back where we started, but it don't get easier[02:59.63][02:59.66]I am drowning in liquor, and apathy will be the death of me[03:06.54][03:06.68]But so what if I drank too much?[03:10.04]This ain't love, its just a firefight[03:15.33]And even if its not enough[03:18.41]I'll say it once I swear I never lied[03:23.85]But this is the last time[03:28.45]But this is the last time[03:32.81]But this is the last time[03:36.93]But this is the last time[03:41.16]You'll ever bring me down[03:43.49][04:08.64]Last time[04:11.86]This is the last time[04:15.94]