[00:00.00] 作词 : Jelayne Shyica-Trevel Webster[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jelayne Shyica-Trevel Webster[00:20.85]I remember back then[00:22.05]Back when I was so fragile[00:23.34]My skin was so thin[00:25.86]I found in a lot of trouble[00:27.03]Tried to keep my temper[00:28.14]but I always lost it[00:30.21]Every time I thought about the punches, the kicks, the black eyes[00:33.42]blood spit[00:34.62]Touching it only made it worse[00:36.54]I tried to ignore it[00:37.50]But all I knew was the hurt[00:38.52]Cause when you put your hands on me[00:41.40]I felt all the hurt[00:42.42]It took my dignity[00:43.47]You broke me down[00:44.34]Left on my hands and knees[00:46.02]Kicking and screaming the ground[00:47.22]Cause I felt so alone[00:48.39]I felt like nothin'[00:49.44]I felt nothing more than this[00:50.64]Wanted to lie down in the streets[00:52.50]And just quit[00:53.22]Give it up[00:54.03]And now that i'm older[00:55.74]I'm learning to take the heat[00:57.06]and dish it out colder[00:57.93]I've been beaten and broken down[01:02.43]it's about that time that I take my life back[01:04.02]I've been kicked when I'm on the ground[01:08.19]no more beatings[01:08.64]no more no more[01:08.94]I used to look down on myself[01:10.62]and it's so hard to let the past go[01:13.20]I've still got these marks of hate[01:14.82]The ones that you put on me[01:18.96]Uncomfortable in my skin[01:19.98]Every Day and Night[01:20.88]Living in a nightmare[01:21.96]I couldn't wake from if I tried[01:23.43]Running from my problems[01:24.48]Yet they're catching up to me[01:25.65]I was locked inside my head[01:26.79]By my very insecurity[01:28.68]On those lonely nights when I felt left out[01:30.48]When no one seemed to care[01:31.59]Knew that without a doubt[01:32.88]I would pound and I would scream[01:34.26]Until to I go[01:35.19]Cause the world made it know[01:36.39]That my weakness was shown[01:49.32]Took a long time to see[01:50.82]I was in my dark days and I just couldn't breathe[01:53.49]It was hell for me[01:54.93]1, 2, 3, is the count[01:55.68]When I would breath instead of letting it out[01:57.99]Stress[01:58.56]Beaten and broken down[02:03.03]it's about that time that I take my life back[02:04.14]I've been kicked when I'm on the ground[02:08.73]no more beatings[02:09.21]no more no more[02:09.60]I used to look down on myself[02:11.82]and it's so hard to let the past go[02:14.40]I've still got these marks of hate[02:16.02]The ones that you put on me[02:19.02]You cannot push me anymore[02:21.42]Keep your hands away from me[02:22.71]I want nothing more[02:23.55]You cannot push me anymore[02:26.19]Keep your hands away from me[02:27.48]I want nothing more