[00:00.000] 作词 : Ben[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ben[00:02.000] 编曲 : Ben[00:06.398]i couldn't sleep[00:07.929]when no one's around me[00:09.706]but when he get through me[00:11.333]i ask myself where is my belief[00:15.120]who i belong with[00:19.831]overwhelmed in this agony[00:23.136]55 kilograms[00:25.057]fall right on the chest of me[00:28.739]after all he signs his relief[00:33.123]and i sang a song with him[00:35.144]bad bitches' melody[00:36.913]mother smokes cigarette[00:38.629]so i'm undefeated[00:41.271]i am my own army[00:44.093]did he give me anything, hmmm[00:47.935]i said nothing instead of anything[00:51.469]conceited he mistaken me as a little kid[00:55.810]if it wasn't him who buried me[00:58.846]who did[00:59.432]tell me[01:01.307]acnes on my face[01:02.674]see them as badges[01:04.422]so im still flawless[01:05.983]headphone as my shield[01:07.669]behind the scenes[01:09.569]i'm nowhere to be found[01:13.288]he is reckless[01:16.903]i'm in his lead[01:20.358]don't know what to do with it[01:24.534]all the weight i lose[01:25.801]all the ecstasy[01:27.594]lead me to this page[01:42.085]mother told me she's always here[01:44.652]how is your back pain[01:45.872]any better today[01:48.162]but everytime i pass that place[01:51.519]i still can't face[01:55.967]anti romantic[01:57.585]blacklisting is my way of protecting[02:01.753]waiting is so useless[02:04.444]can't take me back to innocence[02:09.735]rugged pants[02:11.302]rugged hair[02:13.427]rugged face[02:14.960]rugged lips[02:16.693]i cant help abusing you[02:18.391]when ever you come to my mind[02:23.136]all the bittersweet(crush into me))[02:27.455]polished me[02:29.117]being locked in drinks[02:34.447]oh[02:36.455]and i sang a song with him[02:38.744]bad bitches' melody[02:40.343]mother smokes cigarette[02:42.166]so i'm undefeated[02:44.734]i am my own army[02:47.609]did he give anything[02:51.571]i said nothing instead of anything[02:54.946]conceited he mistaken me as a little kid[03:02.787]am i still a kid for you