[00:16.140]Yeah[00:19.397]Yeah[00:22.465]Disrespected by people I **** with[00:25.119]Felt neglected by people I trusted[00:27.382]Left me for dead now all of 'em duckin'[00:29.716]Chewed me up and they spit me out like it was nothin'[00:32.572]Now I know that love it was never real[00:35.091]And I got so many wounds, it'll never heal[00:37.626]But I put my faith in God, I'm protected still[00:39.919]I need like ten mill', independent, **** a deal[00:42.445]It's been a minute, I been gone for a while, huh?[00:45.217]Court cases, my lawyer left me on trial, huh?[00:47.807]They want me to fall but how can I put down these aces[00:50.683]They all want me to quit and throw in the towel, huh?[00:53.132]Little do they know, God got me[00:55.857]Fettuccine with the bosses like I'm John Gotti[00:58.421]Certain people that I peep, movin' real sloppy[01:01.059]All these people close to me, gettin' real oppy[01:03.695]Like, who can I trust now?[01:05.377]Who can I call to have my back when I touch down?[01:08.049]Who can I trust to buss back when it's sounds?[01:10.410]And **** a watch, I need a friend not a buss down[01:13.113]My niggas rollin' blunts now, niggas pourin' Hennessy[01:15.730]I be more worried 'bout these friends that my enemies[01:18.397]I know from the start that they been plottin' on end of me[01:20.903]Even if they kill me, I still leave a legacy[01:23.493]So how the **** you next to me and still wishin' I fail?[01:25.930]All the years I talked to my father through a cell[01:28.609]Locked in a box, my own blood, it was hell[01:31.104]Tears from my eyes fall but nobody could tell (Nobody could tell)[01:34.124]And though we had our differences, I know my pops would kill for me[01:37.403]I gave my all to cats who wouldn't split the bill with me[01:39.919]I gave my heart to the world and you know it's yours truly 'til I'm gone[01:43.353]Shout out to the fans who still with me[01:45.385]Ayy, most of my old friends gave up on me[01:48.002]And my ex just tryna one up on me[01:50.625]Same time I know it's niggas tryna dump on me[01:52.923]I should ride around with the pistol grip pump on me[01:55.535]I mean they tried to kill me, they really tried[01:57.986]Bullet wounds in my flesh but I'm still alive[02:00.721]And you might know my story but you'll never know the pain of watchin' tears fall slow from your mother's eyes[02:06.008]Not knowin' if her son's gonna make it[02:08.284]But I promise ma', we'll be okay, just gotta be patient[02:10.764]I'm tryna cope but constantly losin' the ones I love[02:13.327]I could give two ****s 'bout what the internet sayin', yeah[02:16.969]I know who I am, I know what I'm worth[02:19.138]They tried to drag me down, it'll never work[02:21.681]They could say that I'm nothin' and they could say that I'm a failure[02:24.502]But they can never say my heart is made ****in' dirt[02:27.229]And even though I can't sleep[02:29.332]I try to close my eyes to escape from reality (From reality)[02:32.090]And I'm runnin' towards this vision, I just feel like the devil right behind, chasin' after me (After me)[02:37.292]I used to try to tell people I'll make it with this music, they just turned around and laughed at me (Laughed at me)[02:42.972]But, don't think anything's impossible[02:45.027]This life I'm livin' now, they used to tell me was a fantasy, so[02:48.076]I'm a prosperin' artist, I got a plan[02:50.543]Start where you are, use what you have[02:53.221]Feel what you feel, do what you can[02:55.693]Prove everybody wrong, come up with a plan[02:58.168]'Cause I dropped out of school, believed in myself[03:00.652]Turned this pain into music and nobody helped[03:03.389]I was lost, can't describe the pain that I felt[03:05.856]But I knew I was special like nobody else, you know[03:09.991]The anxiety is, is one of the craziest thing that I have[03:15.278]Dealin' with that kind of anxiety after bein' stabbed and shot, a lot of, uh, paranoia[03:21.097]A lot of, just a lot of things with me where, where it's hard for me to be around people[03:25.904]It may or may not seem like it but it's like real difficul (Yeah)[03:30.582]And when it falls down, how many numbers in my phone can I call right now?[03:34.340]Are they here to lift me up or they here to watch me drown?[03:36.840]How many people can I trust when it all falls down? (Yeah)[03:40.377]When it falls down, how many numbers in my phone can I call right now?[03:44.803]Are they here to lift me up or they here to watch me drown?[03:47.502]How many people can I trust when it all falls down?