purpose - Loyle Carner/Navy Blue.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Loyle Carner/Sage Elsesser
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Loyle Carner/Sage Elsesser
[00:05.720]Be clever, you're overthinking it, man
[00:07.993]Don't overthink it, don't overthink it
[00:10.767]Don't overthink it
[00:15.166]Yeah, yeah, I'm tryna paint the picture as I see it
[00:18.690]But these days I really don't believe it
[00:20.931]I fall asleep beside the sofa in the evening
[00:23.217]My heart heaving, panic, but I couldn't find the meaning
[00:26.133]I wonder if it's just my childhood I'm grieving
[00:28.506]Laying on that cold floor, staring at the ceiling
[00:30.954]I watch as the fan spins
[00:32.648]And as I lose, another man wins
[00:34.212]The cycle, that's of anything, my handprints oppress to my chest
[00:37.167]I guess I'm not content with nothing less
[00:39.358]My hands fall, obvious I'm blessed
[00:41.397]Ego weren't the death of enemy, it was the death of me
[00:44.011]Should have listened up to when they speak 'cause they was telling me
[00:46.664]Badness is heavenly, so let it be
[00:49.000]I recognize the pain inside the melody
[00:50.920]The smile that can set me free
[00:52.535]I see it, but I don't believe it
[00:54.250]Still don't have the words to paint the picture as I see it
[00:56.924]Really, it's a feeling that I feel with my eyes open
[00:59.449]Still, drinking in the presence of the ahh
[01:02.082]Didn't even have the words to spill
[01:03.693]Like it still, I have the skill to communicate the beauty that I still
[01:07.059]And the whole world is ripples in the middle distance
[01:10.243]And I feel it in an instant
[01:12.760]Soft cheeks to speak like infants
[01:15.075]There's purpose in my existence
[01:28.333]Observing my life on a circuit
[01:30.581]Time drift by till the tides resurface
[01:33.114]I found me and the gods are drawing curtains
[01:35.795]Full-body mirror, my demise is uncertain
[01:38.066]And perfect as he but is perfectly working
[01:40.877]Immersed in his grief, live a life of the mourner
[01:43.422]Laborious lifestyle, digging, unearth him
[01:46.025]Searching for people to please when he hurting
[01:49.065]Just wait for the miracle to happen
[01:51.275]My sense of humor couldn't cover up the sadness
[01:53.699]Thoughts extreme as the need for reaction of means are attracted
[01:57.701]Dreams that I spent every night reenacting
[02:00.267]Bleed in a past tense, I'm bleeding a fraction
[02:02.870]Heeding the signs that I seen when the path get
[02:05.466]Shaky, his ashes, they spread on a surface, in the urn, he was captive
[02:09.275]Turning it over, calmness in me said it hurts to be sober
[02:13.055]The soundness of mind as the spiritual quota
[02:15.984]Little me couldn't wait to be older
[02:18.082]The fears that I hold, gotta face 'em to know 'em
[02:21.220]I'ma carve another face on the totem, the pace of the palm where palms wide open
[02:26.165]It's my moment, my blood, my life, my emotions
[02:30.151]One god, one earth, one ocean
[02:32.306]And I found purpose when death was approaching
[02:35.241]Saw belief in the eyes I had seen as an omen
[02:38.081]I prayed at that gleam of atonement