[00:00.000] 作词 : Randy Nicholls[00:00.804] 作曲 : Nicholas Craven/Randy Jay Nicholls[00:01.608][Verse 1][00:24.428]Let's try and guess who's speaking true from the heart[00:26.597]I played ball at a school in Elizabeth[00:28.201]And I exhibited filthy moves from the start[00:31.165]I went to Duke, 'cause I was able to shoot insane from the arc[00:34.108]Plus I could juke, scoot, in and out of lanes avoiding the charge[00:37.615]Think the world annoyed at a star but I'm just enjoying the art[00:40.583]Them packed stadiums never filled the void in them parks[00:43.536]Them last second shots screaming 'Kobe' all by my lonely[00:46.775]Couldn't mold me for the evil the world еventually showed me[00:49.760]Thosе ones who mentioned me owe me[00:51.372]But I ain't one to hold a grudge[00:53.230]They couldn't show me love[00:54.567]So they showed me up 'cause they souls corrupt[00:56.738]So what's up?[00:57.538]Number one draft pick, got the Cavs lit[00:59.721]But life ain't all about playing ball some people don't have shit[01:02.669]For real you don't need to speak with discretion[01:05.630]'Cause I don't live my life for the sake of people's perceptions[01:08.613]Nah, you see me, you see imperfections[01:11.598]Maybe a snide remark, sarcasm leaving aggression[01:15.091]I can't believe it's a question[01:16.436]Don't ask me about my mood again[01:18.308]I'd be a billionaire if I'm paid whenever a human sins[01:21.560]2020 COVID hits, fear and panic is moving in[01:24.799]But I refuse that vaccination needle going through my skin[01:27.757]They said that I was selfish and questioned what I would do to win[01:30.951]Crossover hesitation, skip through and spin[01:33.948]That's what I'm paid to do in gyms[01:35.810]But when it comes to my body, it's my body[01:37.993]My decision, can't believe in this life we living[01:40.124]Huh, and I'm not trying to incite division[01:43.348]I'm just trying to help my team win and fight through a tight division[01:46.613]Fast forward a couple years, you seeing what I envision[01:49.818]My people been kept in the dark, I'm trying to rewrite the system[01:53.010]Who are the originals?[01:54.357]They won't tell us the origins[01:55.982]I posted up a link to a doc, they thought that was fraudulent[01:58.977]They thinking I won't score again[02:00.579]Spirit's good and my soul's fine[02:02.496]The shit that hurt the most, I was torn apart by my own kind[02:05.430]Shannon Sharpe, Stephen A, Barkley said I was so blind[02:08.428]Shaq said I'm an idiot, and I was canceled in no time[02:11.657]And since then, how many kids I fed on my own dime[02:14.881]Who am I?[02:17.833][Break][02:19.167]Is anybody out there, man?[02:22.927]I just want to know who you are, Who are you?[02:28.033]Are you out there? Please answer[02:30.160][02:30.419][Verse 2][02:30.974]Let's try and guess who's speaking more from the heart[02:32.886]I went to school for chemical engineering[02:35.293]It was there when the cancer tore me apart[02:37.149]Before I start, let me apologize[02:38.753]I can still see my mama's pain when my father cried[02:42.006]But he never lost his pride[02:43.614]That's why I try and talk to guys, give 'em game[02:46.334]You can't be no victim to these women's pain[02:47.971]Cause I just find that shit insane[02:49.563]That's something I can't entertain[02:50.895]Nas said, "sleep with the cousin of death"[02:53.078]Well, insanity is maybe a friend of fame[02:55.228]I say all that to say, before all the fame and all of the accolades[02:59.036]Nobody cared if this brother passed away[03:01.207]Let's take it back a bit[03:02.801]I was consulting men that was black and rich[03:05.232]Worked on their image, gave them a classic fit[03:07.821]That's when I realized[03:08.641]Women that's chasing men who was rated 10[03:11.323]Can't be a winner if you rated barely 5[03:13.227]Hated to hear the truth[03:14.841]Was trained to hear the lies[03:16.487]I tried to share the proof[03:17.838]Despite all the teary eyes[03:19.178]There's certain things that women just rather not want to hear from guys[03:22.143]I wasn't here to offend you, I was just here to try[03:25.094]Either you Instagram, follow, tweeting, or friends on LinkedIn[03:28.366]I was just telling you women what all these men are thinking[03:31.096]There's nothing wrong with that plumber making a hundred grand[03:34.078]Or that guy that's working hard at construction went to run numb his hands[03:37.040]Damn, now that's what I call a ****ing man[03:39.983]And you think that's a step down for you?[03:41.579]Help me to understand[03:43.176]Perhaps can it be a blatant attack on the black family?[03:46.687]A man without woman, is that sanity?[03:49.148]A mother of five trying to survive all this calamity[03:51.865]Wants Meek Mill and I can't tell her that that's fantasy[03:55.104]Go on Instagram and praise killers, say free the homie[03:57.867]When I died, you said I deserved it and you ain't even know me[04:01.119]But still my spirit is good and trust that my soul's fine[04:04.037]The shit that hurts the most, I was torn apart by my own kind[04:07.050]Who am I?