[00:00.00] 作词 : Chelsea Cutler/Noah Kahan[00:01.00] 作曲 : Chelsea Cutler/Noah Kahan[00:05.27]I've been trying not to think about it I can't help it[00:15.53]I know you don't wanna hear from me but I am selfish[00:25.13]It kills me inside you can drink on Friday nights[00:29.76]Not even pick up the phone[00:35.61]It amazes me you move on so easily[00:39.85]From someone that you once called home[00:45.63]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[00:49.99]Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[00:55.92]I know you always fell out love so d**n easily but honestly[01:01.33]I don't think you ever had something real[01:06.11]Until you met me[01:08.43]Drinks in New York City[01:11.07]Ooh you looked so pretty[01:13.59]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[01:18.74]Kissed you on our first date[01:21.37]Somehow I knew someday[01:23.86]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[01:29.43]Oh I'll spend my whole life[01:34.52]Missing a part of me part of me[01:39.73]Oh I'll spend my whole life[01:44.83]Hoping your heart is free heart is free[01:48.49]I've been trying not to think of this as something tragic[01:58.66]'Cause our two paths might cross again[02:01.95]Crazier things have happened[02:08.36]And I realize lightning strikes just once not twice[02:12.95]And shooting stars are burning rocks[02:18.63]So I spend weeks inside drowing in those dreams of mine[02:23.12]And wondering if I'm worth your thoughts[02:28.76]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[02:33.22]Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[02:39.07]I know you always fell out love so d**n easily but honestly[02:44.68]I don't think you ever had something real[02:49.34]Until you met me[02:51.69]Drinks in New York City[02:54.22]Ooh you looked so pretty[02:56.78]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[03:01.92]Kissed you on our first date[03:04.51]Somehow I knew someday[03:07.17]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[03:11.59]Do you not dream of me[03:13.45]'Cause I have visions in my sleep[03:16.15]I can't ever find my peace now[03:21.84]Do you wake up alone[03:23.76]And feel an aching in your bones[03:26.29]Or are you happy without me now[03:30.22]The first time that you told me[03:33.08]You thought that you loved me[03:35.64]That bar in the city[03:38.07]I thought you were drunk[03:39.80]But I knew deep down that you meant it[03:43.28]Wish that I had said it[03:45.90]I was scared to let it happen[03:49.12]But it happened and now I cannot forget it[03:53.88]Oh I'll spend my whole life[03:59.18]Missing a part of me part of me[04:04.24]Oh I'll spend my whole life[04:09.41]Hoping your heart is free heart is free