[00:00.00] 作词 : Madison Lee Renner/Tess Eichner Considine[00:01.00] 作曲 : Madison Lee Renner/Tess Eichner Considine[00:07.60]Black blazers in the sixth grade[00:10.60]While everyone dressed their age[00:14.30]I didn't want to be the same[00:19.63]Whispers in the hallways[00:22.11]They'd hurt but I didn't change[00:25.79]I didn't want to be the same[00:30.76]I've been overthinking since I was a baby[00:33.15]Trying to prove the world that I'd be something maybe[00:36.33]Who knew wanting to be different could be draining[00:43.86]Lonely when I'm[00:46.55]On the outside[00:49.64]I tell myself I'm special[00:52.83]Special[00:54.06]Yeah, yeah[00:55.85]I don't wanna be[00:58.59]Ordinary[01:01.60]I tell myself I'm special[01:05.09]Why do I always have to feel so special[01:07.85]In my head at every party[01:10.55]They're wasted while I'm thinking[01:13.92]On the couch[01:15.17]A stranger's house[01:17.07]I tell myself I stand out[01:19.89]They just can't see me right now[01:22.74]Need to get out of this town[01:25.78]Get away[01:26.62]I can't stay[01:30.56]I've been overthinking since I was a baby[01:33.10]Trying to prove the world that I'd be something maybe[01:36.09]Who knew wanting to be different could be draining[01:43.82]Lonely when I'm[01:46.63]On the outside[01:49.66]I tell myself I'm special[01:52.66]Special[01:53.98]Yeah, yeah[01:55.56]I don't wanna be[01:58.69]Ordinary[02:01.69]I tell myself I'm special[02:04.88]Why do I always have to feel so special[02:20.64]Yeah, I am a bit protective[02:22.77]I got that main character perspective[02:25.53]If I reject, can't get rejected[02:28.74]No, mmm[02:31.96]Yeah, I am a bit protective[02:34.67]I got that main character perspective[02:37.56]If I reject, can't get rejected[02:40.56]No, mmm[02:43.79]Lonely when I'm[02:46.64]On the outside[02:49.75]I tell myself I'm special[02:52.77]Special[02:53.90]Yeah, yeah[02:55.79]I don't wanna be[02:58.77]Ordinary[03:01.65]I tell myself I'm special[03:04.59]Why do I always have to feel so special[03:19.98]Lonely when I'm (Yeah, I am a bit protective)[03:23.05]On the outside (I got that main character perspective)[03:25.80]I tell myself I'm special (If I reject, can't get rejected)[03:28.72]Why do I always have to feel so special