Be - potsu/Rav.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Potsu Music
[00:05.448]There's something rotten inside me
[00:07.446]You told me to be better
[00:08.445]Ain't honestly likely
[00:09.941]You told me to be more
[00:10.694]Truth is I cannot be
[00:12.192]You told me to be smart, kept promising I'm free
[00:14.189]You told me to be strong and belong
[00:15.945]Alarmed me that, otherwise, my life won't be long and lively
[00:18.939]Do something when I'm gone they don't despise me
[00:21.190]You told me don't be wrong
[00:22.445]Forgotten that I'm me?
[00:23.698]Become something that I'm not
[00:25.940]Crushed between the four walls, ceiling and the floor boards
[00:28.449]I can't walk nor see forwards
[00:30.698]When I talk my speech Mordor
[00:33.195]Scrambled thoughts that need order
[00:35.448]Not in reach, they're lost in deep waters
[00:37.687]Drawing on sleep exhausts my zeal harder
[00:39.941]Caught in grief I've honestly authored
[00:42.437]I don't wanna swim no more, I want to fly
[00:46.443]Looking up at those that do, but I don't identify
[00:50.948]I feel lonely when I try
[00:53.445]My dreams always seem to die
[00:55.940]I keep falling
[00:57.193]I'm so sorry, I'm appalling in your eyes
[01:00.944]Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not
[01:05.192]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[01:09.697]Yeah, hell yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself
[01:14.448]As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled
[01:19.692]Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not
[01:23.698]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[01:28.448]Yeah, hell yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself
[01:32.941]As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled
[01:38.187]Beep, beep, beep, beep-beep, beep
[01:40.695]Beat
[01:41.694]I reach for the screen, I need sleep
[01:42.937]This sequence is bleak
[01:43.948]It reeks, then repeats week after week, increasing my fatigue
[01:47.197]I feel weak
[01:48.195]Tough to conceive I still bleed when I seem to be proceeding on reflex
[01:51.689]Deceit that I could feel relief, that I could seek dreams
[01:54.198]Which seemingly all my experiences deplete
[01:56.938]See, at the beginning they said that I would be winning
[01:59.189]What a beautiful thought
[01:59.947]But one I no longer believe in
[02:01.444]Belief feels belittling now, I've been beaten
[02:03.940]Bested beast, depressed and defeated
[02:06.191]So rest in peace to me that felt different
[02:08.444]Guess I failed at living
[02:09.942]Guess I fell and I guess I'm frail, so my failure isn't your fault
[02:12.937]Just the weather shifted, and my feathers withered
[02:15.445]Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not
[02:19.694]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[02:24.444]Hell yeah, hell yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself
[02:28.947]As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled
[02:33.695]Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not
[02:38.444]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[02:42.938]Hell yeah, hell yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself
[02:47.696]As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled
[02:52.689]One lonely night, coming home from work to heavy rain
[02:55.695]Thirty feet from the train cross I cross every day
[02:58.192]Bar halfway down
[02:58.691]I don't hesitate
[03:00.189]Close both my eyes
[03:00.944]Oh, for heaven's sake, hit me today!
[03:03.195]I just want it all to be erased
[03:04.938]Disappear with the fear and despair
[03:06.449]Dissipate
[03:07.446]All I've ever done is been afraid
[03:09.142]All I've ever done been is been this way
[03:11.392]You claim I ain't broken
[03:12.648]You liken my wounds to things that you deal with with ease
[03:15.398]I should too
[03:16.396]You make me hate me more than I should hate you
[03:18.392]It's always you, you, you
[03:20.148]But mama, I'm me
[03:28.585]I just wanna be
[03:33.833]And I hope you're okay with that