[00:02.589] How much of the trauma did mama get? Ayy[00:04.903] Way up to the highest level that drama gets, ayy[00:07.881] Through the pain of my mother, heartache was on a display[00:10.832] I don't want a sick day to my mama's dismay, ayy[00:14.675] Thinking of all of it, I never wanted a part of it[00:17.023] Remember I wanted to let go, when smoking, I managed to get low[00:20.072] It coulda been worse, like when I was talking to homies on a cellular phone up on death row[00:23.224] When I never had to serve a stretch so, I can still say "But I'm blessed, though"[00:26.380] But why did I have to hear mama getting beat[00:30.440] In third grade, so I couldn't really give him missing teeth?[00:32.851] But I knew from grandma that what you sow you're gonna freakin' reap[00:35.641] So he robbed a bank and got about 30 years in the pen' for the mission, peace[00:38.835] Blessed to get away, but stressed to this day[00:41.937] When checks hit a nay, no money, depressed and it's grey[00:44.925] But the family didn't stutter to pull her and the kid inside their homes[00:48.833] Sometimes it was butter and sugar sandwiches[00:51.225] Graduated to healthy niggas[00:52.565] Tryna protect this investment, moving like stealthy figures[00:55.761] All that poverty and pain it really helped me give a damn[00:59.098] It dealt me this killer jam, now wealthy I'm living grand, still, I felt these shivers[01:03.606] And the cold nights living through all the stresses[01:06.567] I'm feeling like I had a lifelong baby bib to protect me from messes[01:09.690] Around my neck so I'm safe as far as threats go[01:12.518] From the last row to the best flow, I can now say, "But I'm blessed, though"[01:15.727] All of these things that get me down[01:20.947] I know it's gotta be an upside now, found somewhere, yeah[01:24.116] If I can't pick my face up off the ground[01:33.192] And I don't know what's next, I holler, "But I'm blessed", woah[01:40.123] And all of these things that get me down[01:45.414] I know it's gotta be an upside now, found somewhere, yeah[01:51.315] If I can't pick my face up off the ground[01:57.093] And I don't know what's next, I holler, "But I'm blessed", yeah[02:06.145] Under pressure, feel like God[02:08.791] No discussion when I pull that card[02:11.957] Until I see different[02:13.621] I know what I know[02:18.741] Under pressure, feel like God[02:21.838] No discussion when I pull that card[02:24.305] Until I see different[02:26.546] I know what I know (What I know)