[00:00.000] 作词 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring[00:00.543] 作曲 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring[00:01.087]You say you hate me?[00:03.598]Well, I bet I hate myself more[00:05.606]Your comments don't phase me[00:08.368]And death threats aren't my worst problem anymore[00:11.129]The thoughts subsides[00:13.137]I'm able to push through for one night more[00:16.150]But suicide is creeping up on my back door[00:21.168]I'm able to ignore it at first until I just can't anymore[00:25.687]This feels like bad karma, or a curse sent straight to my core[00:31.214]I soaked the floorboards, they're rotting[00:34.227]Can't stand the smell anymore (can't stand the smell anymore)[00:40.850]I'm making out with death[00:42.859]Every day I'm isolated[00:45.370]Is another baby step[00:48.132]To full-on seduction[00:50.894]The way my walls cave in[00:52.902]Would make you think this house is haunted[00:55.410]And the toothpaste stains on my shirt[00:58.172]Would make you think that I had brushed them[01:00.932]My teenage years are meaningless[01:02.941]For God's sake, we're living in the apocalypse[01:05.453]And I can't go outside[01:07.970]Without thinking I could die[01:10.733]My formative years are wasted[01:12.992]Even if the president won't face it[01:15.496]And the end keeps creeping closer, I can taste it[01:21.813]I've been fighting illness[01:23.821]Since I was about eight years old[01:26.584]But it's not physical, baby[01:28.593](It's a hundred percent mental, ahh}[01:31.668]Sometimes I think I would rather catch the virus itself[01:36.185]Than leave my emotional health to rot on the shelf[01:41.458]I'm making out with death[01:43.718]Every day I'm isolated[01:45.979]Is another baby step[01:48.490]To full-on seduction[01:51.501]The way my walls cave in[01:53.761]Would make you think this house is haunted[01:56.021]And the toothpaste stains on my shirt[01:58.533]Would make you think that I had brushed them[02:01.549]My teenage years are meaningless[02:03.558]For God's sake, we're living in the apocalypse[02:06.319]And I can't go outside[02:08.831]Without thinking I could die[02:11.341]My formative years are wasted[02:13.602]Even if the president won't face it[02:16.364]And the end keeps creeping closer, I can taste it[02:21.887]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:23.896]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:26.658]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:28.917]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:31.426]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:33.937]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:36.447]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:38.958]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:41.720]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:43.980]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:46.742]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:49.253]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:51.762]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:54.272]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[02:56.780]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[02:59.291]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[03:04.593]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[03:05.848]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[03:07.354]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[03:09.613]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[03:12.125]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[03:14.387]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?[03:16.899]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak[03:19.408]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?