马孔多 - 张俊义Jimmy/MAPLE冯熠.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 张俊义Jimmy/MAPLE冯熠
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 张俊义Jimmy/MAPLE冯熠
[00:02.000] 编曲 : 张俊义Jimmy/MAPLE冯熠
[00:03.459]混音：张俊义Jimmy
[00:05.999]母带：张俊义Jimmy
[00:08.113]采样：Turn Around You Fool-Ponderosa Twins Plus One
[00:09.977]The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air -Andy Borowitz/Susan Borowitz
[00:19.810]Found and found
[00:26.402]Nothing change
[00:32.676]血 流出血
[00:35.658]上下勾拳鼻子打出了血
[00:38.954]老张我们有些误解
[00:42.482]我们 身上 留着一样的血
[00:45.847]记忆少了太多只剩 father issue
[00:48.862]揍我之前会先捋起 他的衣袖
[00:52.202]好的坏的 回忆里拼凑
[00:55.498]好的慢慢变淡但坏的在慢慢变厚
[00:58.826]小时候告诉我做的很多事是错的
[01:04.635]人生没太多热闹 要经历挫折
[01:07.567]大多是过客
[01:08.858]只不过我的朋友不是你喜欢的货色
[01:11.986]找不到 找不到
[01:15.202]沟通的方式我找不到
[01:17.908]对话的次数 逐渐变少
[01:21.050]关心变成了 象征性的符号
[01:24.386]对峙如何能学会低头
[01:27.586]上次拥抱在什么时候
[01:30.795]上次抱我还是在二零零七
[01:34.026]和平的关系留在照片里
[01:37.594]我期待你的夸奖 嘉奖
[01:40.326]实际没话讲
[01:41.771]等了半天留下一句你还得加强
[01:44.982]我受够控制欲和期待带来的折磨
[01:48.860]可我还在期待你能将功补过
[01:53.555]I’ve had enough...
[02:05.698]Hey, why should I be mad?
[02:07.418]I'm saying, at least he said goodbye this time.
[02:09.843]I just wish I hadn't wasted my money buying this stupid present.
[02:13.691]I ain't need him then and I don't need him now.
[02:16.011]Nah, you know what, Uncle Phil?
[02:18.161]I'm gonna get through college without him.
[02:19.922]I'm gonna get a great job without him.
[02:21.690]I'm gonna marry me a beautiful honey
[02:23.178]and I'm gonna have me a whole bunch of kids.
[02:24.697]I'm gonna be a better father than he ever was.
[02:26.466]And I sure as hell don't need him for that,
[02:27.906]'cause there ain't a damn thing
[02:28.842]he could ever teach me about how to love my kids.
[02:31.388]...
[02:50.427]（你先把门打开！我有话和你说！听到没有！）
[02:57.603]说什么？
[02:58.425]你觉得我和你之间还能再说些什么 ？
[03:00.722]反正都是你控制的
[03:02.306]别装的好像你给真的给了我自由和尊重似的
[03:04.130]你先把门给打开
[03:05.506]有什么事我们商量着来
[03:07.017]别让我一个人站在这
[03:08.586]只能在这对着门发呆
[03:10.362]今天你绝对进不来的我保证
[03:12.322]装的像是老好人
[03:13.882]我不是你遥控的工具
[03:15.578]你打死我我也不出去
[03:17.172]我给你一点点时间冷静
[03:18.787]你不要讲这么多废话
[03:20.524]我现在倒数数3个数
[03:22.257]3！2！
[03:23.858]我现在出来了
[03:25.338]你能拿我怎么样？
[03:27.089]你控制我的方法永远是利用你带给我童年的创伤
[03:30.218]还童年的创伤？
[03:31.649]从小都不舍得打你一巴掌
[03:33.313]又在这凭空的想象
[03:34.954]你能有这样的情感
[03:36.218]那也只能怪你自己太敏感
[03:37.916]我？怪我自己太敏感？
[03:40.105]你咳嗽两声敲敲桌子
[03:41.516]我就得去屁颠屁颠完成任务
[03:43.483]让我讨厌听到脚步
[03:45.265]听到所有人敲门
[03:46.933]甚至不能在家里自由的表达我自己的愤怒
[03:49.972]你还有什么资格愤怒？
[03:51.533]还要我对你讲几遍？
[03:53.457]你所受的都是我对你意志精神的磨炼
[03:56.378]但精神的暴力和肉体相比从来也没有区别
[03:59.610]不如你直接用暴力
[04:01.299]至少让我恨的彻底
[04:02.981]让我的情感合理
[04:04.204]我真的庆幸叛逆
[04:05.578]我不会成为你控制的奴隶
[04:07.377]还控制的奴隶
[04:08.322]社会上谁真心帮你
[04:09.538]我都是为了你好
[04:10.715]反而你现在在这跟我上蹿下跳
[04:12.698]醒醒吧你！
[04:13.588]这就是为什么你在外面低声下气
[04:15.578]在外面当久了奴隶
[04:17.306]所以你要把我们全家人都变成男子气概的奴隶！
[04:19.755]你......
[04:21.009]没有老子.....
[04:22.642]...的白眼狼
[04:23.865]你不知道孝顺
[04:24.716]你不知道...感恩
[04:25.986]到底为何要感恩
[04:27.594]养育难道不是你责任
[04:29.666]为了任务才生育
[04:31.314]忘了我给你的乐趣
[04:32.948]你才忘恩负义
[04:34.426]从今天我就要远离
[04:35.841]那你就走
[04:37.034]直接滚蛋
[04:37.890]别让我再看到你
[04:39.106]从现在你就摆脱我所谓的控制做你所谓的自己
[04:42.380]你做手术的那天我哭了
[04:44.409]我承认我不舍得
[04:46.090]我知道这仗一开始就输了
[04:47.721]我也想我能很快乐
[04:49.394]但我没法被这样的对待
[04:51.025]下定了决心就再也不回来
[04:52.658]只有摆脱你
[04:54.257]才能找到我自己
[05:09.147]Round and round
[05:15.714]Kids getting taller
[05:22.269]Found and found
[05:28.818]Nothing changed