[00:00.00] 作词 : Zino Vinci[00:00.00] 作曲 : Zino Vinci[00:00.00](Neglect the rules, respect the codes, follow the guidelines. Life’s been ugly so far but these are fine times...)[00:17.46]I woke up and I couldn’t see nothing[00:19.38]Mum had pain in abundance[00:20.79]Seen fiends hold needles like vaccines[00:22.41]And all the drunkards passed out in their own piss, it’s pungent[00:25.44]I grew up in the filth and disgusting[00:27.12]Mum put frubes in the lunches[00:28.50]Mum good news[00:29.25]Your son got a few dudes[00:30.33]And they’re wanting to be his friends[00:31.62]I needed them to function[00:32.85]Please pretend[00:33.54]I knew I couldn’t be[00:34.83]Everything you wanted me to be[00:36.75]9 years old[00:37.44]I knew I couldn’t read[00:38.73]Daddy’s anger running in my genes[00:40.50]I’m ****ing up[00:41.25]I’m lashing out[00:42.00]She’s asking why her baby boy is acting out?[00:44.19]I’m closing up[00:47.28]I’m closing up[00:48.33]God forgive me if I lose my cool[00:50.34]I don’t wanna get held back at school[00:52.14]I knew that art was an avenue[00:54.03]To get a start in this life we choose[00:56.10]God forgive me if I lose my cool[00:58.05]I don’t wanna get held back at school[00:59.88]I knew that art was an avenue[01:01.74]To get a start in this life we choose[01:03.81](You can’t even scratch the surface because you’re weak, you don’t even pack a punch not even digging me, you’re kidding me. You’re merely, clearly, really worthless besides… to get rough and it’s tough but that’s life deal with how bad it is…)[01:19.59]Every morning I rise I pray that my mum don’t lie to me[01:22.47]I realise other kids ain’t liking me[01:24.30]I dunno why but mummy don’t lie to me[01:27.24](Please don’t lie)[01:27.30]If I’m so damn handsome why they all laugh in my face?[01:29.82]It takes my heartbeat to break[01:31.32]I wake every morning and shake my head to the Lord[01:33.60]Please take me away[01:34.77]Please pretend[01:35.49]I knew I couldn’t be[01:36.78]Everything you wanted me to be[01:38.70]9 years old[01:39.39]I knew I couldn’t read[01:40.62]Daddy’s anger running in my genes[01:42.45]I’m ****ing up[01:43.20]I’m lashing out[01:43.92]She’s asking why her baby boy is acting out?[01:46.14]I’m closing up[01:49.23]I’m closing up[01:50.73]Comic books saved my life[01:52.14]Heartaches and broken minds[01:53.76]I can’t take these hopeless times[01:55.65]So I partake, pretend I’m fine[01:57.42]I’m not[01:58.17]Ain’t picking fights with nobody[01:59.55]Too scared to leave the house[02:00.69]I grew up to be a homebody[02:01.95]Mummy should have known probably[02:03.00]Came back with my nose runny[02:04.59]Black eye, I need to hold something[02:05.91]I feel the cold coming[02:06.84]Blocks heating too[02:07.65]Another boy dead[02:08.49]His mum’s grieving proof[02:09.69]Mother in my heart she wants me to win[02:11.61]Demons on my back they want me to lose[02:13.41]Can’t stop now made moves since 22 just killed 23[02:15.78]Lil Jeff’ll be proud of me[02:16.56]Maybe I’m meant to lose[02:24.15]Maybe I’m meant to lose[02:31.83]Maybe I’m meant to lose this race[02:39.63]Maybe I’m meant to lose