[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sean Bonnette[00:00.000]I'm afraid of the way that I live my life[00:05.203]I'm afraid of the way I don't[00:10.772]I'm afraid of the things I wanna do but I won't[00:21.273]I'm afraid of God[00:24.099]I'm afraid to believe[00:26.872]And I'm afraid of all the loved ones that I've made leave[00:32.169]I'm afraid that my dog doesn't love me anymore[00:42.665]I'm afraid of the social laziness that let Kitty Genovese die[00:53.233]And I'm afraid of the mob mentality that makes otherwise normal people go blind[01:04.335]I'm afraid of the way the world works[01:09.356]And I'm afraid of the words in my notebooks[01:14.970]I'm afraid that you all know that I am a pervert[01:24.249]But the bid red bird that lives under the city[01:30.801]Doesn't give a damn about me[01:34.798]And it dies every night[01:40.350]By burning alive[01:46.860]I'm afraid of my Grandfather's cancer[01:51.418]And I'm afraid of my Mom's dying arm[01:57.292]I'm afraid that I've somehow caused my family harm[02:07.948]I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enough[02:18.666]I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enough[02:29.677]It's harder to be yourself[02:34.279]Than it is to be anybody else[02:40.787]I wish I were a little less of a coward[02:49.315]But the big red bird that lives under the city[02:56.033]Doesn't give a damn about me[03:00.037]And it dies every night[03:05.360]So I bought a knife[03:10.985]I am a knife