[00:11.98]I'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death[00:14.45]Since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed[00:17.29]"Everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said[00:20.36]But my case seems worse, when I've barely been fed[00:23.29]Because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps[00:26.12]It'd take to make it down the stairs[00:27.74]And try to find a baguette[00:29.25]Or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset[00:31.79]It doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess[00:33.86][00:34.31]The only times it seems clear is when music is played[00:37.76]Some relatable creator says I'll soon be okay[00:40.43]Or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay[00:43.48]And I can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like[00:47.07]"Why frown when the sun goes down[00:49.70]If you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds[00:52.53]When the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep[00:55.36]But that's just moonlight tryna find nice people"[00:57.98][00:58.50]"Why frown when the sun comes 'round[01:01.28]Even if you feel shaken or upside down[01:04.16]When the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend[01:07.14]Just make it through this, just make it through this"[01:10.57]"Why frown when the sun comes 'round[01:12.85]Even if you feel shaken or upside down[01:15.69]When the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend[01:18.64]Just make it through this, you can make it through this"