[00:00.000] 作词 : Madi Diaz/Jarrad Kritzstein[00:00.433] 作曲 : Madi Diaz/Jarrad Kritzstein[00:00.867][Verse 1][00:04.840]Sometimes I lie[00:06.829]Sometimes I convince myself[00:09.095]That everything’s fine[00:11.359]I’m such a good actress[00:13.062]When I say that I miss you[00:14.195]I miss you, I miss you[00:15.614]I think that I actually do[00:17.314]Then I almost forget[00:18.732]There’s so much messed up[00:20.151]Between me and you[00:21.570][00:22.423]If I close my eyes, I can’t even see[00:26.392]I’m in ****ed state of mind[00:29.234]This can’t last forever[00:30.934]I want the attention[00:32.067]I want the affection[00:33.210]Then you take up all of my time[00:35.192]And besides the sex there’s nothing left[00:37.462]There is nothing left[00:40.012][00:40.860][Chorus][00:43.979]I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)[00:48.232]I’m not really looking to get healthy[00:51.918]I have so many perspectives[00:54.742]I’m losing perspective[00:55.877]I make me nervous[00:58.142]I make me nervous[01:00.413]I make me nervous[01:02.119][Verse 2][01:06.508]Is it okay[01:07.922]That I might be using you for my own escape[01:12.457]I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been[01:16.728]When you been here the whole time[01:18.446]As messed up as it is, can we admit it[01:22.464]Can we just say it[01:23.609][01:23.894][Chorus][01:24.459]I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)[01:28.182]I’m not really looking to get healthy[01:32.197]I have so many perspectives[01:34.200]I’m losing perspective[01:35.925]I make me nervous[01:38.215]I make me nervous[01:40.223]I make me nervous[01:42.232][01:42.802][Bridge][01:43.087]I know it’s fine like every other time[01:45.955]I know that I lie a little bit every time[01:49.110]Almost every time[01:50.831]I don’t mean to ruin things[01:54.270]But I could say anything[01:56.560]Sometimes I could say anything[01:58.857][01:59.428][Chorus][02:02.581]I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)[02:06.879]I’m not really looking to get healthy[02:11.172]I have so many perspectives[02:13.174]I’m losing perspective[02:14.891]I make me nervous[02:16.892]I make me nervous[02:18.611][Chorus][02:20.751]I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)[02:24.765]I’m not really looking to get healthy[02:29.348]I have so many perspectives[02:31.063]I’m losing perspective[02:32.496]I make me nervous[02:34.794]I make me nervous[02:36.804]I make me nervous[02:39.394]I make me nervous[02:41.398]I make me nervous