[00:00.000] 作词 : ChiRanTou[00:00.683] 作曲 : ChiRanTou[00:01.366]编曲:ChiRanTou[00:02.836]混音:ChiRanTou[00:08.580]I don’t wanna sit just right here, waiting[00:10.582]无能令我失去一滴耐性[00:12.590]间钟就会有个霖法出现,发现[00:14.833]对待未知恐惧先系内应[00:16.597]if the life like a predator[00:18.078]狩猎系将目标当成猎物写系calender[00:20.087]甚至想要将顺德话发扬光大[00:22.083]对比情绪lo-fi[00:23.087]显得格外荒谬[00:24.836]害怕失败[00:25.846]对待每件事要够完美先可以逃脱责怪[00:28.585]自视甚高[00:29.835]对待每个人 要够礼貌先显得冇甘失态[00:32.836]自导剧本 and i live in it[00:34.594]面对新嘅规则要去fit in it[00:36.829]I don’t know where my soul at[00:38.094]魂不守舍 唔识取舍[00:40.835]当我拖住箧(gip)企系暴雨中[00:42.832]要从深圳北行翻出租房[00:44.830]对住块镜讲[00:46.097]系咪应该接受哩种平庸[00:48.336]系咪要够幸运先会成功[00:50.095]系咪要到乱世先出英雄[00:52.090]如果冇埋出头之日到最后净翻叽噶[00:54.339]思考为乜先增要去拼搏[00:56.840]唔系每个人好似电影[00:58.838]可以等到幸福过来敲门[01:00.331]写低字条关于梦想放入胶罐[01:02.337]可惜每走一步都面临批判[01:04.342]我有发誓[01:05.343]我要摆脱黎个困局[01:06.831]想要解脱[01:07.591]但系快脆卑句驯服[01:08.833]闭翳太多[01:09.595]问题将我不断洗礼[01:11.078]成为娑婆世界中嘅一只蚂蚁[01:15.584]I don’t want my life just paycheck to paycheck[01:17.837]能够剩翻低滴追忆[01:19.837]唔系固执同孤僻[01:21.830]rap game[01:22.583]or get a dead-end job[01:23.584]点去适应?[01:24.582]我点去激兴锁hel嘅决心[01:26.835]能否再见到明日嘅灿烂[01:29.829]其实唔系惊变得平凡[01:32.084]即使系滴送做得清淡[01:33.842]只要刀工仲系精湛[01:36.086]始终会有人行黎称赞[01:37.844]只系惊从来冇争取过[01:40.080]被动接受被命运捉你摩擦[01:41.834]卑失败”破发”[01:43.534]逼自己麻大双眼体清几多人冇见过车水马龙[01:46.039](I’ll make it right)[01:47.792]set me on fire[01:50.038](I’ll sacrifice)[01:51.786]all of desire[01:54.547]I might[01:55.791]在历史书写上我的名字[01:57.552]I dont fall asleep until i win[01:59.531]keep on moving on 最终实现[02:03.545]门外那细雨春啼[02:05.532]伴随风逐渐消逝[02:07.298]And in the night 纸醉金迷[02:10.537]不要思考多少利弊[02:12.533]只要肯使出我技艺[02:14.532]此刻心早已无谓阻止平庸[02:19.788]I’m so sorry to my friends for the invites[02:26.789]I was fighting with myself[02:29.546]You got hate, I’m not deny[02:35.042]I try to stay alone[02:37.030]I try to make some songs[02:39.039]My hair was growing long[02:41.044]I don’t know if I’m going right[02:43.535]If I am satisfied[02:45.783]If I am traumatized[02:48.290]If I can sleep at night[02:51.791]They put their eyes on me[02:54.290]But I can see they afraid[02:58.033]They step away from me[03:02.050]hear what they say to me[03:06.033]小心卑这骄傲控制[03:10.038]不可卑这失意蒙蔽[03:14.300]接受无法改变嘅事实[03:18.039]回到平静