Purlieu - Sasi.mp3

[00:03.00]So long ago my days got lost
[00:06.66]With all my strength that kept me alive
[00:10.05]And I don't want to fight this dream
[00:13.50]That keeps on disturbing the will to live inside me
[00:17.24]Thoughts like knives embrace the pain
[00:20.26]Until the night fades and dawn arrives
[00:24.14]Please say am I not strong enough?
[00:27.13]Oh - tell me do I have to shatter all my memories?
[00:31.05]
[00:31.27]Turning all the pages from the books that should dissolve my chains
[00:34.41]But why do all these words blur out get tainted by my blood?
[00:37.62]How am I supposed to save myself from this insanity
[00:41.16]If all that I can sense is just that I'm not good enough?
[00:44.81]
[00:44.91]So far away I hear your cries
[00:47.78]I know it's my fault giving you pain
[00:51.27]But what is wrong or what is right?
[00:54.49]I wish all your tears would just fade under this cold rain
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[00:58.64]Turning up the white noise to get rid of screams inside my mind
[01:01.72]At least I can escape from all the pain these voices cause
[01:05.07]How am I supposed to raise my fists and cause a fight for life
[01:08.54]If everything's distorted that I don't want to be lost
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[01:12.14]I fear the pain the dawn the night
[01:15.15]Within these days I'm trying to survive
[01:18.59]I wish for rest I wish for dreams
[01:20.61]I wish I knew reality
[01:22.16]Inside this hell of mind I keep on wasting all my time
[01:25.97]
[01:39.78]I fear the day your hands won't guide
[01:41.25]I fear the pain that will be left inside
[01:42.86]All that's left for me to do is to
[01:44.34]Ignore distort and break these binds
[01:46.39]Strings attached to my mind and soul
[01:47.99]Made me bleed cutting deep until pain wore off
[01:49.73]Is my existence a joke to you?
[01:51.20]You dare to prison me in solitude?
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[01:53.25]Yet all my motives aren't ones that should be judged by your means
[01:56.15]If you keep soiling all I am I'll be the one you shall fear
[01:59.54]I'm not a saint nor am I righteous but I know how it feels
[02:03.00]To be corrupted by the systems held-up narrowminded schemes
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[02:06.39]Stop
[02:07.12]Don't let your fear embrace your strength inside
[02:09.74]For all that matters it is time to make our hopes align
[02:13.38]To let shadows shatter
[02:14.00]To make thorns surrender
[02:15.58]That captivated your light inside
[02:17.01]Have you forgotten?
[02:18.11]These words are rotten
[02:18.95]It's time to break and shatter all these lies
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[02:34.80]Why can't I just be like the 'normal human' kind?
[02:40.96]Dreaming of a future without these nightmares
[02:48.30]What if I were able to go back to these days
[02:54.69]Could I fight their faces their gloating stirrups?
[03:02.10]Help is there an answer to questions that suffice?
[03:08.52]Maybe I could let go if I try to fight?
[03:15.59]Trapped in webs of past days in darkness locked with smiles
[03:22.12]Tell me what you’re seeing as I open up
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[03:29.73]Plythe cie feh mei nuh nihye
[03:32.92]Waii mis echouv waii mis echah widhyé?
[03:36.36]Lochar cie mih ien cet Tuchelhye
[03:39.67]Cet ré mis crei screi chó yáhz allhyé?
[03:43.13]Smaryé blihd ie mih ua chust eh
[03:46.56]Whe is ré Puoa ah thyé mis swaé cha
[03:49.94]Wheyé fyaertyé mis ecctrahae
[03:53.37]Yé waii mis ellye nyeve sahyé?
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[04:12.00]I live the pain all day and night
[04:13.80]I feel the pain that’s burnt inside
[04:15.38]All that's left for me to do is to
[04:16.33]Stand up keep up **** up their might
[04:18.90]Knives attached to my soul and heart
[04:20.60]Made me bleed cutting deep until dusk till dawn
[04:22.30]Just tell me was it all fun and games
[04:23.95]To prison me in a made up cage?
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[04:26.15]Yet I can say that all your words have weight quite heavy on me
[04:28.54]But you kept messing with emotions that you couldn’t foresee
[04:31.85]I'm not a saint nor am I god but that’s the point where it ends
[04:35.54]This is your last advice to run and hide as fast as you can
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[04:39.23]I won’t let them take again what is supposed to be mine
[04:42.34]For all that matters it is time to make our lights ignite
[04:45.75]To let shadows shatter
[04:47.24]To make thorns surrender
[04:48.05]From days you tried so long to hide
[04:49.12]Have you forgotten?
[04:50.24]These words are rotten
[04:51.44]It's time to break and shatter all their lies