[00:15.33]Girl get out my mentions[00:17.83]You acting pretentious[00:19.93]Used me for attention[00:22.26]I’m just glad we ended[00:24.51]Got a razor blade in the depths of my mind[00:26.62]Thoughs too sharp I've been on my grind[00:28.84]Can't believe I let you waste my time[00:31.09]Used to hate myself, now I’m all about mine[00:33.06]Too much negativity around me[00:35.36]Fake homies wanna kick it like rousey[00:37.48]Remember back then all they ever did was clown me[00:39.63]Now I got the drip and they all drowning[00:41.66]Haters like a boat 'cause they riding the wave[00:43.35]I'm just tryna leave a mark 'fore I'm dead in the grave[00:45.58]Nights spent screamin' while I'm cutting with the blade[00:47.33]Either that or I’m cryin' with a gun to my brain[00:49.78]Let it bang, y’all don't understand my pain[00:52.27]Red on my walls, homie no it ain't paint[00:54.02]I just wanna end it but I gotta refrain[00:55.98]I just wanna end it but I gotta refrain[00:58.11]Don't wanna be a letdown, but I’ve done it enough[01:00.28]Too many ash stains and razor blade cuts[01:02.05]So I'm reachin' to my waist for that thang I keep tucked[01:04.65]This the last time that I'm holding the gun[01:15.95]They really think that I'm on one[01:17.32]Came on up the scene, made a wave, then my heart sunk[01:19.52]Used to playing games with me, go look out the outcome[01:21.59]Hitting up my phone now, sorry but it's all gone[01:23.66]I don't got the time, busy feeling pain[01:25.73]Looking a my scars, I don't think they'll fade away[01:27.81]Playing with my head, so I'm aiming at the brain[01:29.66]Used to be the one they loved, now I'm singing in rain[01:31.82]I've been sitting in my room making songs and they all bang[01:34.25]Only way to ease the mind when it's all pain[01:36.65]Old friends hit my line but I don't hang[01:38.45]My anxiety's been pushing me the wrong way[01:40.59]Tired of wainting, I've been stuck in the mud[01:42.76]And I really hate the fact that I was never enough[01:44.68]Everyone around me thinks I'm living it up[01:46.44]But really all I wanna do is go and drip on the gun