[00:00.00] You're laying here with a beds eye view of a body that no longer belongs to you,[00:11.79]You're scared that the past 3 haven't lived past their 60's and if you break the trend,[00:17.79]You'll just end up like the old folks at Roland and 3939,[00:26.61]You're scared because you're an army brat of a man who died before his time.[00:53.73]I miss those summers, that grill smell, home cooked meals, take me back,[01:04.29]Sleeping like a log, healing so fast,[01:11.25]But losing you, I learned to lose my youth, lose my spirit, and now I can't hear it anymore,[01:34.50]And I guess that's life[01:40.23]Back then our body parts stayed in place,[01:51.81]We kept up with our own hearts,[01:59.01]It was so easy to temper the sting,[02:04.20]Just be fixed by a quick dip back in some old neighbor's swimming pool[02:23.22]Now I'm just worn out, and I’ll ache like this forever I think,[02:35.73]These shoddy drapes refuse to keep the cold out[02:41.28]And this damn body can't keep the warmth in,[02:52.59]I'm watching my hairline recede, I'm drinking fatigue, I'm fighting heredity[03:01.53]I see less of who I love the most, time's getting away,[03:09.57]And we're so slow to say how fast it goes,[03:17.64]I'm just looking for what's coming, what's built in the blood[03:34.02]But I’ve never been that sure of anything anyway[03:58.62]And I don't want to heal, I'm just about the perfect amount to look how I feel[04:09.63]And I think about you laying there, waiting for her to get back,[04:20.73]I think about your last 3 breaths and I wonder if you knew,[04:43.38]I think about letting you go[04:50.28]And I guess that's life.