[00:03.78]What's the point of this sh1t[00:05.80]Everyone around me disappointed and sh1t[00:09.37]Stop thinking I'm appointed to sh1t[00:12.06]This the only life I got, I'll live it how I wish[00:15.86]I'm not gonna waste my life pleasing you[00:19.16]The things that please me, don't mean sh1t to you[00:22.37]Don't say you need me, I'm not needing you[00:24.98]I don't even trust myself, why would I put my trust in you[00:28.88]Passin' passion for the caption, it's imagined[00:32.14]Crashin', clashin' with the masses no relaxin'[00:35.44]No compassion, now my problem's just a fashion[00:37.97]Having balance with depression cause it's equal to the talent[00:41.88]Cause without it I don't even think I'd have it[00:45.09]Before I felt the pain, it wasnt even valid[00:48.11]I escape through sound, for the music I am avid[00:51.02]A fanatic, glad I figured something out before the havoc[00:54.66]I know it's all fake just inside my head[00:57.82]But I still think I'm better off dead[01:01.34]I'm just lost, life leaving me mislead[01:03.66]I'm just a kid with mental issues, I don't wanna leave my bed